Thursday, March 31, 2011


It's been raining for a couple of weeks, I think. Ooh, how I love cold weather. I'm one to tolerate them. Sometimes, when it rains outside, I still switch on the air-con for maximum freezing effects. Hahaha. Then, I would snuggle inside the comforter and.....sleep. If it's really cold then I'll wear more clothes on. But now, I rarely switch on the air-con. Kipas no. 2 pon sejuk nk mampus dah. Tapi musim2 hujan ni....bes tido, tapi perut x berapa bes.


When I'm hungry, I rarely eat mid-days. Instead, I'll satisfy my tummeh LATE, LATE at night. About 10.30 to 3 AM. For instance, I'll eat a periuk bowl of soup. Or a bowl of Megi. Or a bowl of Mamee Bihun Tomyam. You  get it. All of them are instant food. If it's my favourite and I'm rajin enough, I'll make Omurice. Ok la, Nasi Pattaya. I'll eat it until all of it is clean. That means, 3 pinggan pon ada. See? SEE? SEE?

I know, eating late at night usually causes....undesired long term effects's a picture:

Observe the cat. What a bum. Anyways, I think I have to take the blame game on my habits. I developed a habit of sleeping late at night since...I don't know. I always wake up during mid-day...and I always skip breakfast. But IF I somehow have to wake up for something important, like driving a shitty manual car CURSE YOU STUPID CLUTCH!!, then I can wake up fine, albeit being a bit sleepy. Just a bit. 

I need to change this untimely habit. Need to wake up properly in the morning, maybe jog or take a walk which is impossible, do something useful during the day, take little naps and sleep early at night. I read somewhere that it takes about 21 days to break a habit. So, I'mma try it, dawg! Peace.

P/S: I think I'll  do 30 days of exercising, eating sensibly and waking/sleeping early. I'll write it mahh blog. DETERMINATION...STARTS!

Day 1 will be, tomorrow. Let's hope it works. OK, that's impossible. Maybe...the day after?

Monday, March 28, 2011


EMBARRASSED. Ooh, okasan. Thank God you didn't raise your voice.

Sunday, March 27, 2011

Some random survey...


Wild and Crazy Random Survey

Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?YES
How do you flush the toilet in public?like...always?
Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?sometimes...
Do you have a crush on someone?NOT ANYMORE.
Name one thing you worry about running out of.bubblegum...
What famous person do you (or other people) think you resemble?HEHE MALU LAA
What is your favorite pizza topping?LOTS OF CHEESE
Do you crack your knuckles?yupp always.
What song do you hate the mostsayang2 - alif aziz
Did just mentioning that song make it get stuck in your head?YESSS
What are your super powers?sleeping non-stop
Peppermint or spearmint?spearmint
Where are your car keys?I don't even have a car...SAD
Whose answers to this questionnaire do you want to hear?anybody...??
What's your most annoying habit?bitting my fingernails...
Where did you last go on vacation?KL
What is your best physical feature?only God knows
What CD is closest to you right now?there's a stack of them
What 3 things can always be found in your refrigerator?water, chocolate, meds
What superstition do you believe/practice?manyyyy
What color are your bed sheets?yellow
Would you rather be a fish or a bird?a burd
Do you talk on your cell phone when you drive?haven't done that yet...
What are your favorite sayings?I don't know??
What song(s) do you sing most often in the shower?some korean songs
If you could go back or forward in time,where would you go?I would go and see the Declaration of Independence
What is your favorite Harrison Ford movie?Indiana Jones and Skull Thingy. Obvious, innit?
What CD is in your stereo?nothing
What CD will be in your stereo in a few minutes?nothing
How many kids do you plan on having?4 max
If you could kiss anyone who would it be?ummm...garrett hedlund? *gelenya mode*
What do you do when no one is watching?hmmm...
If they made a movie about your life, what actor/actress would be you?NO THANKS
Would you rather die in a blaze of glory or peacefully in your sleep?jihad, of course.
Coffee or TeaTEA times 10000!
Favorite musician(s)/bands you've seen in concert?none...
Have you ever been in love?only God knows
Do you talk to yourself?HEHEHE WELL YEAHH
Take this survey


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I'm coming, Elizabeth the 2nd!


Saturday, March 26, 2011

Pet History.

Abundance of animals. Various species. Go!

1. Cats. Nuff said. Fluffy, tiny, biggy, lazy, obnoxious...we have 'em all. Well, used to. Now there's 7-8 cats meowing non-stop for free food. Only 2 let me touch them. Stoopid cats.

2. Birds. There's this bird that seemed a little bit too depressed cause we just robbed its freedom. It started to peck the hell out of the iron bars, and its beak was bleeding. Finally, we released the 'emo' bird. It was the most humane thing to do. But now, there's a bird coop and 4 colourful birds at the back of the house. I don't really like caging birds. It's the symbol of freedom, after all.

3. Hamsters. Yes, it's cute, fluffy, and did I ever mention to you how FRAGILE IT IS??? We had LOADS of hamsters. I think I'm not exaggerating when I said we used to have about 30 of them. I used to like the ones when I was younger, they're all tame and cuddly, except for 2 of them, which we called HAMSTER GANAH. Caro nok gigit jah. Aku nok bui makanan pon, nok gigit2 jah. Grrrr. Of course, almost all of them died tragically. One was penyet-ted, others were kucing-ted, and other...sad...deaths. But I remember the latest hamsters that we bought last year. One died in the cage, the other my hand. It was so sad. I didn't kill it, I guess it died because of new environments...and stupid ants.

4. Fishies. Gold, exotic, bumpy foreheads (like my sister hehehe) we have them all. But I think the most expensive ones are the Flowerhorn species. They used to be the 'it' fish back then, other than the Kelisa. Man, they are sooo...weird. But they're not much of a hassle to deal with. The most number of fishes of a certain species that we had is of course...IKAN PEKOK ehh PEACOCK. Or guppies. Hmm, thousands, maybe? A span of 18 years la.

5. Small tortoises. Oh. My. God. I swear they were my favourites. I used to bring them to school senyap2. My friends would play them, like COME ON, they are sooo small! And cute. We had 2 first, to which one got lost during a flood back in 2004 and another just...evaporated. Then we had 2 more, to which...I don't know what happened to them. Seriously.

6. Chickens. Yeahh we used to have a chicken coop at the back of the house. Man, chickens are useless but delicious. Muahahaha.

7. Chameleons. Naahh I'm just messing with ya. Har har har. I wish I could keep them...I like their toes. Hohoho.

Okay...I think there's more than that, but I can't remember which species. Ohh, I can say that I'm an animal lover, but sometimes, they're just too...much to handle. Hahahaha.

Friday, March 25, 2011

Praise to God.

Tuhan Maha Agung dan Mengetahui. After I prayed and raise my hands (doa),
I immediately got the answer right away today.
Finally, my doubts about you are true.
You're just.....BLEHHH. I should've listen to my FRIENDS. MY TRUE.......FRIENDS that always nasihat me time over time.
Well, I should move on.

haihh...pesanan cikpah to all of u.

Banyok sangat ore terlebih kiut loni. Pesanan cikpah:

bo bo la ngedit gamba-gamba kekiutan nyo. tuhan wat molek doh blako.
idung ado, mulut ado, mato nge tlingo duo2 beloh ado.
nok nikoh esok2 kare toklaki/bini tgk muko ori jugok.

hahaha :p


GAAAHH. Last year's 2-month long dreadful sickness came back to haunt me again. I........can't stop.......peeing. It's a pain in the ass. Every SINGLE night, I have to wake up 2-3 times.......LETIH WEHHH.

My friend said maybe sejuk kut........well, loni key musim hujan.

Thursday, March 24, 2011

heart OR mind?

Often, our mind tells you do etc... but your heart says the opposite.

Occasionally our mind tells us to think the most rational thing we could ever thought of, which is....common sense. But at times, common sense do make us a bit...sad.

Maybe a little common sense won't hurt anybody, at least in front of everybody else's eyes. But what about our emotional side? It'll scar you...for life. I'll take love for an example. Some people (usually the initiator) can go on and on and on with their love life. Switching partners are a piece of cake. These initiators usually use...their minds.

Boring? Tired of him/her? Out of love? Too many fights? Found somebody else?

Hey, why don't just dump them? After a bit of talking, it's done. DONE. NO MORE HASSLE.

The receivers, on the other hand, usually use...their hearts. Yes, they follow their heart to the extent that it can be pretty dangerous sometimes. Our hearts are a bit...tricky to deal with. Once you love them, you can't stop. Once you hate them, you still can't stop. Our hearts often plays with our feelings. I'm one of them.

So, here's the conclusion: minds win, hearts lose. But on the emotional side, hearts win.

So, eventhough you should follow your mind, follow your heart and you'll fill your emotional needs. It's better being happy than being a dumbass :)

“I would rather have eyes that cannot see; ears that cannot hear; lips that cannot speak, than a heart that cannot love” - Robert Tizon.


First of all, Alhamdulillah to the Almighty. I never thought I would get that many. I think it's enough to know that I 'kinda' worked enough to deserve them. I'm happy :)

BUT SERIOUSLY WHEN AM I GONNA GET THE DAMN LICENSE. Once a week is...futile and time-wasting. GAHHH.

Tuesday, March 15, 2011


Haha. I suddenly remembered about reading. I'm always interested in reading various stories, in English. I don't know why, but I just can't seem to like reading Malay literature. It's not like I'm forgetting my roots & origins, but English literature does intrigue me since I was small. Their choice of words is interesting, compared to Malay ones, which didn't quite 'pop' in my opinion. Maybe that's why I like doing essays rather than finishing long, winding 'karangan's.

I have tons and tons of ideas when I'm doing essays, regardless of doing any mistakes in grammars or vocabs, but when I'm about to start a karangan? My mind just went blank. Yes, I always struggled when I'm doing karangan. I always got B in BM but I aced in English. I almost write everything in English, which does make me worried sometimes.

Maybe my upbringing is the fact that I like English so much. My family are literate in English. But from what I remember, they don't specifically taught me the language word-by-word. My friends did asked me why do I excel in English. I remembered I told them these:

1. Tau la, kecik2 dulu behi tengok katun kot.
2. Meme minat kot.
3. ...Ok, I forgot.

In fact, I like reading English literature so much that I started to dwell myself in some fiction. Fan-fiction, to be exact. After I read some wonderful fictional pieces by wonderful writers on the internet, I thought, "Hey, I could write too, no?" Hahaha.

So, the first fiction that I wrote was about a famous band member. I used to like the band, but when I think of it, I'm such a hopeless, desperate fangirl back then. Hahaha. The story was about 1175 words. You can say that I could call it a short story.

My second work? I wrote ANOTHER story about said-band-member. This time it was about 1566 words. Yes, I kept my pieces in my private online diary. :p

My third work? Yes, it's the third crazy fangirl fiction about him again. But after I read this again, it's quite a masterpiece. Hahaha.

Then I wrote stories about boys, foreign penpals and manga characters. Total works of fiction? I think about 7, including this...novel that I wrote which I stopped at chapter 16. Yes, I'm too lazy to write now, eventhough I have all the time this world has to offer me. I did try to write 2 stories so far this year, but I already lose interest in them. They're still there, in the folder, but at the same time I couldn't bear to delete them. It's a dead end.

Hell, on exams when doing English essays, I ALWAYS choose the one with the 'end the story with bla bla bla'. See? I love writing crappy stories. Hahaha.

Well, I'm reading some fiction right now. Tata.

Monday, March 7, 2011

Expect the unexpected.

Yeahss! Aku lulus ujian undang2 berkomputer yang telah diadakan pada 7 Mac 2011 bertempat di pusat Myeg di...ummm...PC je lah. Berkat hasil usaha aku membaca sampai malam membuta di bawah pelita minyak tanah, aku dapat overall 46 out of 50. I know, not that big of a deal, but hey, it beats failing at first try. I thanked God that the questions were just like in the blue book. Tu pon tak habis buat all the questions (500 in 2 days? Kau gila ke?).

After this, Pakcik Rosdi (Or Uncle Rosdi? Panggil pokcik je lah) will come and pick me up to attend the bengkel stuff. Then lusa, it's amali time! Aku tokse memalukan diriku...........

Macam2 kerenah aku tengok hari ni. Ada sorang kak (or sama umur, I dunno) friendly gilos, tolong2 ore ni, ore tuh. Sweet la. After that, ada sorang minah Indon yang jangok gilos, maso buat test colourblind, she actually failed??? Hmmm. Then maso duk nunggu kat Myeg nun, aku belek2 buku and review back what I read, at the same time jantung sero nok terkeluar. After the test, maso nok keluar, the tombol pintu probably build up some static charge, so when I put my hands on it, sero po ado electric charge jah. Aku takut nok guno tangan, so terpaksa la guno baju nok bukok tombol pintu tuh. Hehehe. Pahtu maso Pokcik Rosdi menghantar ku (sanggup tinggal bengkel sebab nok ata kito nih) ke rumoh, dio crito pasal kehebatannya dalam seni pertahanan silat. Hebat Pokcik Rosdi. Bravo2.

Eeeee tok saba nok bowok tetooo. :D

Saturday, March 5, 2011

At long last finally for the first time ever

Yay! I have to hear some lecture about road signs and traffic laws for 6 hours. Plus the extra hours for eating, recess, praying, it's a total of 8 hours. And waiting for otou-san to come pick me up, 8 and a half hours. But as boring as it is, I met my schoolmates and my loooooong time no see friends. Jumpa kawan2 masa sekolah rendah. Ninie-mon and Pirana. Ahh, rindunyaaa.

Now I have to pass the undang2 test. I don't wanna fail! Aku nak habiskan benda ni secepat mungkin. Nak pegang stereng secara halal. Hohoho.

P/S: Ooo, mugo tu namo dio klac @ clutch rerupanya. Ooo, keno tekan gotu maso nok tuka gear. Ooooo.

hamster virtual pon jadi laa